I am listening to Winamp Radio. I heard some lyrics from "Time Is The Healer" that struck me from a Techno group called Riva. They said something like this, "You have been here way too long. Follow the signs."
My greatest passion is doing art. I have loved art since I was in elementary school. But I am currently working at a job that saps my creativity through it's caotic leadership, boredom of left-brain customer projects and lack of incentive from the employer to excell.
I have been a graphic designer for over 10 years. I am finally tired of it. It is not what I love to do. I feel that I have had a call on my life that I have neglected for over 10 years.
"You have been here way too long."
"Follow the signs."
I need to follow my heart. God has put something in there that I can't seem to get rid of. And no amount of flourescent lighting and cubical existence is able to destroy that. My focus, my energies, my thoughts need to move towards art. Towards my desire. I need to follow the signs that will lead me out of this pit and into a place that has space and air.
I will find that place and I will remove these blinders that have kept me from seeing the signs.
